Thursday, May 30, 2013

If My Stethoscope Could Talk



IF MY STETHOSCOPE COULD TALK
by Kimberley Ensor, RN, BSN
If my stethoscope could talk what would it say about me today?
Would it say that I rushed through my assessment so I could scope out a place at the nurses’ station?
Would it say that I was thorough or going through the motions?
Did I just kill time until break? Lunch? End of my shift?
What would my stethoscope say?

If my stethoscope could talk how would my listening skills be evaluated?
Did I actually hear my patient?  When medications were refused or when the patient expressed they had enough, would I actually listen?
As my stethoscope moved across their body, did I notice a change that needed to be addressed in the plan of care or did I just do business as usual?
Was I listening to my patient and their family members’ concerns or did I just perform lip service as from a script.
What would my stethoscope say?

If my stethoscope could talk would it say that I had my eyes open as I took care of my patient?
Did I completely understand the physician’s orders?  When my patient addressed me did I provide eye contact or was I too busy looking at monitors and equipment?
Did I notice something and speak up as an advocate for my patient or did I leave it for the next shift to handle?
What would my stethoscope say?

If my stethoscope could talk would it say I half-heartedly gave education and explanations about medications?
Would what I speak actually come from a desire to be a help to my patient or just to look good as an authority figure?
Did I form my words to be culturally sensitive or did I disregard my patient’s views, beliefs and preferences?
When I spoke to colleagues or interacted with the multi-disciplinary staff was I a source of encouragement.
Did I include my unit assistants in the plan of care for the patient?  Did I recognize my charge nurse as a valuable resource?  Did I appreciate my unit clerk for their invaluable help?
What would my stethoscope say?

If my stethoscope could talk, would it say that I am an example of patient centered care?
Did my care come from my passion to be a nurse or am I just hanging around for a paycheck?
Did my body language speak I care about you or was I stand offish and couldn’t be bothered?
Was I first to the room when an IV or bed alarm sounded or did I say ‘that’s not my patient and turn a deaf ear and go about my day?
Did I make myself available to my colleagues, to my patient or was I nowhere to be found during busy periods?
Did I take a moment to step outside and let the sun touch my skin, reminding me of why I wanted to be a nurse in the first place?
What would my stethoscope say?

My stethoscope would say,
I bring my joy and positive spirit with me each time I step on the unit.
It would say I strive to listen with open ears and see with both eyes.
It would say I try to be an asset to my unit and an instrument of excellent care.
It would say I utilize evidence based practices when answering patient questions and use simple languages.
It would say I work daily to be an advocate, a hand to hold, and an empathetic ear.
My stethoscope would say I am a nurse and I put my heart into everything I do.
I wear my stethoscope with pride.

Sunday, May 12, 2013

This Nurse is Ready!

Okay I've got 6 applications out there in Hiring World. A lot of hard work and concentration went into each one.  I worked very hard in researching each of the different healthcare companies and each that I finally applied to I believe I would be a right fit for them and them for me.  Portfolios are ready and I've got the questions I want to ask of my interviewers ready.  I am excited about the forthcoming phone calls I am soon to receive.  Watch, they are all going to call on the same day!  First come, first serve!

Monday, May 6, 2013

Countdown to Graduation!

Happy Nurses Week!
With 10 days until Black Baccalaureate and 11 days until Commencement I've been glad to keep busy with various projects.

For NGNA I'm part of the Chapter Resource Committee.  I'm checking with the chapters assigned to me and offering assistance as needed.  It is very interesting to see what's working for some chapters and what's not.  Some aren't functional yet, I hope to rectify that in my area.

For STTI, Gamma Gamma I've running for secretary-elect for the new fiscal year.  I'm the only one running for that position so as long as everyone votes, I do believe I'll be elected.  I plan to learn as much as I can from the current secretary so I can continue to help the organization move forward.

 For SDBNA, I've participated in our Annual Luncheon (April 13th) "You, Me & Us Working and Living in a Healthier Community." It was a lovely event and I was honored to have my poem "If My Stethoscope Could Talk," featured in the program.  This Saturday (May 11th) I'll be attending the "Empowering Minority Nurse Leaders, Breaking the Concrete Ceiling," presented by the San Diego National Association of Hispanic Nurses, Philippine Nurses Association of San Diego and the San Diego Black Nurses Association.

On the job front, I've had one really good interview and I've applied to another hospital where I know I would do very well.  I look forward to starting to work and stir up all the wonderful information/skills/talent I have in me and do my best. Maybe its going to happen after summer vacation so I can spend some more time with my hubby and kids.  Either way I know it on its way.

Currently I'm working on my speech I have to give on Thursday May 16 on the theme "Breaking the Chains, making the invisible, visible."  Its a challenge trying to get all my thoughts down to just 3-5 minutes.  Since I won't be speaking to a "nursing" audience I have to make sure not to be too technical when I am giving my examples.

Just when I'm ready for things to quiet down, they get busy. I don't mind, keeps me out of trouble.
Alright, cue Pomp and Circumstance please!!!

Wednesday, April 17, 2013

While I Continue To Wait

Nobody like waiting. Pick in time period in history and the human condition is the same, we are an impatient lot. With that said, I laugh at how busy I am while I am waiting.  With school and NCLEX behind me, all the things I wanted to do then are not filling my days as I wait for my first nurse position.  I believe that is how it is supposed to be. Just because we're done with school doesn't mean we should just sit around and wait for a job.  You have got to be busy.

Why?

Well for one, it will help keep you "distracted" while others are seeming to walk into positions and no one seems to be offering you anything.  Nurse position hiring is a cyclical creature that goes round and round with highs and lows.  As we're are getting dizzy waiting, we also understand that our profession in different areas of the country are very competitive and tight.  Unless you're the daughter of the CEO or department chief, it's very challenging, even for internals already working at their chosen hospital but can't find open positions for what they now have a degree in.

Fret not.

We know that this is not forever.  Use this as an opportunity to learn about a topic in nursing that either the program wasn't able to cover or go more in deeply into.  Show potential employers that you are eager and/or willing to learn and be a self starter.

I've taken additional certification classes, while reviewing my nursing school notes to keep my skills and information current.  You never know what you might be asked at an interview, best not to forget why oxygen is important and the numbers you are looking for.  Since I have a "great relationship" with math I pull out my drug calculation book just to keep myself sharp. 

No I'm not showing off, but I want demonstrate that I will be an asset to my future healthcare network home and the time and money they will invest in me will not be wasted.

Another project I have in the works is getting my "natural padding" under control.  I swear I've put on more weight in nursing school than all my pregnancies combined! So to make sure that I can give credibility to what I will be teaching my patients I need to make sure I am on the road to good health. (You girl is working on it, down 10 pounds already.)

So as I continue to wait I am excited about all I am getting done, started, planned and moving. Who knew I could have so much fun before the real fun starts?!  Hee-hee, ya I knew, since I always try to bring the fun with me.

What will you do while you wait? Be sure to take out some time to have some fun too! Happy and Healthy Waiting!!

Monday, April 15, 2013

Fulltime Job...Filling Out Nurse Applications

As I like my fellow new grads keep working toward our first nursing position, I find myself laughing at how much time I spend online checking and rechecking for new grad or nurse residency programs.  The time is turning into a fulltime job.  I look up as see the clock has ticked away more time than I expected.

I am glad that the multi-varied healthcare systems have websites that allow a prospect to check as often as they want.  I've made a habit of crediting Search Agents, that will immediately alert me to a position with key words that are in line with what I am looking for.

I've revamped my resume each month and I've even created a smaller one page version that will hopefully give recruiters and managers just enough of my attributes to give me a call or email.  As I continue to work on certifications and maintaining what I have learned, my resume or CV is growing.  I have a feeling by the time I finish my first year or two my resume will be a solid two pages long.

As much fun as I am having I look forward to the day when I can leave this job behind and step into my true profession as a nurse.  I am excited to soon be filling out forms of a different kind.  I am also not burnt out on filling out application after application.  Each question enables me to do more self reflection and prepare for the coveted interview.

May what flows from my brain to my hand, also flow to my mouth!

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Officially Published!!

My original poem "If My Stethoscope Could Talk," as it appears in Imprint - The Professional Magazine for Student Nurses

If My Stethoscope Could Talk.

It speaks to my experience as both a student nurse and nurse extern at the time.  Its one thing to talk about doing patient centered care and having a heart for patients but do we nurses actually do the things we know we are supposed to do? 

This poem is a reminder that we should always strive to give our best, no matter what.
Enjoy!